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meme. bored @ work [11th July 2006 // 11.04]
(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

I miss somebody right now. I don't watch much TV these days. I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses. I love to play video games. × I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies. × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.  (a lot) I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
it goes on... )
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bored. [9th June 2006 // 16.15]
TEN FIRSTS:
First Best Friend: Matt
First Screen Name: red_hot_red88
First Pet: Goldie (fish)
First Piercing: Ears
First Crush: Matt McKinney
First CD: Britney Spears
First Car: not so much
First Alcoholic Drink: shoot. a vodka one. or wine.
First Kiss: Mark.
First Stuffed Animal: QueenBea

NINE LASTS:
Last Alcoholic Beverage: Kaluha. yummah.
Last Car ride: Liane drove me home from the station.
Last Movie Seen: eee. Drumline?
Last Phone Call: Stacey
Last Song Played: Nelly Furtado new one...
Last Kiss: Keeeaton.
Last Meal: Um. McDonalds. that wasn't a meal. Timmy's then.
Last time in love: um now.
Last time you Cried: =S two weekends ago... maybe last night.

EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS:
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: no
Have you ever been arrested? no
Have you ever skinny dipped: mmmm... maybe.
Have you ever been on tv: ya
Have you ever been drunk? yupp.
Have you ever kissed someone, and then regreted it? nope
Have you ever had a sex dream about someone? teehee.
Have you ever cheated on someone? um. not really.

SEVEN THINGS YOU ARE WEARING:
1. jeans
2. yellow tube top
3. black sweater
4. socks
5. underwear
6. bra
7. necklace

SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY:
1. Went to school
2. Wrote a chem test.
3. Went to McDonalds
4. Went to Tim Hortons.
5. Had a shower.
6. Lied to someone.

FIVE FAVORITE THINGS IN NO ORDER:
1. friends
2. singing
3. minty gum
4. making my hair look pretty
5. MUSIC

FOUR PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO:
1. Liane
2. Joel
3. Kayleigh
4. Stacey


THREE CHOICES:
1.Black or White: Black
2. Hot or Cold: cold
3. Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. go to Japan, Australia, Russia and South Africa
2. feel pretty

ONE THING YOU REGRET:
1. not saying "i love you" enough, to everyone
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boooooys [13th May 2006 // 16.56]
so i pretty much have the greatest boy in the world. Like no joke. (PS> it's not kevin. aka the guy in the last entry)

He is PERFECT. (at least for me) Like he SANG to me to like ask me out. and he's so sweet. and he's easy to talk to, and he omg gorgeous. whew. like. i friggen SCORED.

cept for the part that he lives a 40 min drive away. and I can hear all the long distance couples telling me to shut up but hey, new relationship, and I want to see him more then once a week.

I honestly think i'm falling for him.

loveyou keaton.
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My Life Rating [23rd April 2006 // 19.53]
This Is My Life, Rated
Life:
7.1
Mind:
6.4
Body:
5.5
Spirit:
7.7
Friends/Family:
5.3
Love:
6.9
Finance:
6.6
Take the Rate My Life Quiz
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EDMONTON [25th March 2006 // 10.27]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

So the Jazz singers went off to Edmonton for all of Tuesday. (yes no school)

The trip up was rather uneventful and all I remember is hearing a lot of Amelia. (blech) Oh and me'n Liane listened to le iPod. Got there changed in a hurry and then went off to practice. By then I was feeling like compleat crap and just wanted to go home. Warm up was decent, but she made us look in a mirror and that just wasn't cool. :(

Then the performance. oh goodness. I thought it went decently even though we sorta screwed up the words in Operator and Singing in the Rain could have been better. But Ms.Mac was like "That sucked. What the hell was your problem up there? You look so scared." Oh it made us feel FANTASTIC. /sarcasm

Watched Bowness and another choir which was interesting. Bowness was good. Other choir before them. Not so much. Then we went off to Earls for a good dinner and then off to the bus again. I think we ate dinner in like... 45 mins. Not even.

Oh. I have to go. Worlds. I'm so excited. There most likely will be an ETA.

<3

love me!

[14th January 2006 // 10.46]
First semester of my Grade 12 year is over.
How much do I want to cry or what?
This is the last class with some of my friends, ever. And I'm actually going to miss some of my teachers.
(when it comes time to say goodbye to Ms.Mac and Mr.Uzick I will sob like a little boy)

now i have to study for diplomas.
*insert sarcasm* w00t.
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For Ruhee. Just so she can do it. :P [11th January 2006 // 20.54]
Fill this out lovelies...
YOUR
1. Name:
2. Date of birth:
3. Where you live:
4. What makes you happy:
5. Currently listening/the last thing you listened to:
6. Do you read my journal?:
7. If yes, what makes it especially good or bad?:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/do you have a crush at the moment?:
10. Favourite place to spend time:
11. Favourite lyric:
12. The best time of the year:

RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A band, a song, or album:

PLUS
1. One thing you like about me/One thing you hate about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Look at my friends-list and tell what you like about one of our mutual friends:
4. Put this in your journal so that I can tell you what I like about you.
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paha. here i am again [15th December 2005 // 23.14]
[ mood | distressed ]

so I like a boy. no it's not Joel
And I would really like to know this boy better but there's my fear of relationships getting in the way. plus the fact that like 4weeks ago i told him "just friends, right?"
And now, i'm almost regretting telling him that.
cause i do think i like him.
but maybe it's a fiction of my imagination because i need something else to focus on. because people keep putting false pretenses into my HEAD
i just want to know for sure, once in my life, what is for sure and what isn't like maybe how these feelings are going to affect my present time, or maybe WHERE THE HELL THEY ARE COMING FROM?!?

sorry.

I just don't know what to do. again

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Rent (Part 2) [27th November 2005 // 10.28]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Holy batman fruitcakes.

Rent was amazing. I can't even describe it on here. All you people need to know is you should go see it at the first possible chance you get. End of story.

But it really sucked for me when I was sitting in the theater just soaking up all the songs and really wishing I could be performing agian. Not with Chamber Choir or Wind Ensemble, I mean with a "real" group. And be able to have a higher quality then I get at school. Wow. That sounded really stuck up. :S

have a good day everyone.

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Rent [26th November 2005 // 16.31]
I'm seeing Rent in like, 2 hours. SO EXCITED.
expect there to be a ETA.
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life eats kayy [23rd November 2005 // 19.21]
so life is eating me.
a lot.
that's all.
I am going to finally get my ass in gear and maybe update this once a week.
maybe.
maybe not.

<3

xoxo
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haiku [3rd October 2005 // 18.21]
LiveJournal Haiku!
Your name:kayy
Your haiku:a better day i
can fall asleep dreaming that
he's not going to tell
Username:
Created by Grahame
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quizzie [27th September 2005 // 17.59]





What Type of Villain are You?

mutedfaith.com.


Take it. Do it.
lol
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cause I'm cool. [18th September 2005 // 19.24]
[ mood | nerdy ]






find your element
at mutedfaith.com.
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down this weathered path again [15th September 2005 // 18.13]
[ mood | melancholy ]

i love him.

honestly that's it. I really love him. and I can't do anything about it because he's my best friend.

someone shoot me now.

please.

before i have to endure this pain again.

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Joke [3rd September 2005 // 17.47]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

A good clean joke for today.


The famous Olympic skier Picabo Street (pronounced Peek-A-Boo) is not just an athlete....she is now a nurse currently working at the Intensive Care Unit of a large metropolitan hospital. She is not permitted to answer the hospital telephones. It caused too much confusion when she would answer the phone and say . . .



Picabo, ICU.

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wonderful day [22nd July 2005 // 10.37]
[ mood | *swoon* ]

Date with the boy went so well.
But first... I CAN'T BELIEVE IT TOOK ME THIS LONG TO SEE STAR WARS III

Like... wtf was I thinking?!?

Anyways. Movie was good (*cough* HOLYFUCKWASITEVERSPECTACULAR!!! *cough*). I had such a good time. Held hands through the whole thing. Even though it's such a preteen thing to do it was cute. It made me feel fuzzy inside. :) And then after the movie I had to go straight home cause well... I did. And if you know my mom you know why.

best thing ever. He rode all the way down to Somerset with me to wait with me for my bus. Which I had to eventually call my mom to pick me up cause it was another 20 min wait. So the boy met my mom... it was interesting. She thinks he's very tall. Best thing ever... cuddling on the C-Train. Omg he is comfy. No kidding. Like... I thought Joel was comfy. Um... no! Well Joel still is but the boy is better.

Haha. And you know my fear of being lifted off the ground right. Ya. He did that. TWICE Once to prove to me that being tall isn't that great and the second just to make me hyperventilate. More to prove to him that I was afraid of my feet being off the ground. The second time was all Damsel in Distress style. OR... carrying over the threshold style. It was... adorable.

*swoon* = *happy sigh*

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driving down a road i've never been on [19th July 2005 // 22.46]
[ mood | excited ]

first - i have my first driver's in-car lesson tomorrow. With a guy named Ben. He supposedly sounds like he's from the caribbean. w00t.

second - i have a date thing with the boy. (did you notice he's going nameless. it's for a reason) We're going to see Star Wars, cause I haven't seen it yet. and i bet i'm going to cry in it. massive not cool. but he said i probably look pretty when i'm crying and i told him NO ONE looks pretty when they're crying. Even actresses. point and match. he then had to agree.

I am excited. Mucho amounts of butterflies.

love me!

cloud 9 and higher [15th July 2005 // 21.47]
[ mood | happy ]

things are pretty awesome with the boy. Even though I probably won't get to see him for a little while. It makes me pretty sad. I like seeing him. :)

Oh man. He is like perfect for me. Well... one little hump I have yet to get over the fact that I CAN tell him what I am feeling or thinking. Other then that we get along pretty great. Things we disagree on we argue about and then we let it go until the next time it comes up. It's nice. Plus he's all music nerdy with me which is the bestest thing ever. Cause come on, where am I most of the time? Rehersal. :P

I love having this LJ and not feeling obligated to post in it like some people who do every other second. It nice having the option of pretty much the only people knowing, being a few friends that have known me for at least a good 3/4 years. It is a good release.

ALSO...

I'm going to Stampede (again) on Sat. AND I get to see the loverly [info]la_vie_en_jazz . Oh I am so excited!!!

Must head off to bed... the first time in a while who the last person I talked to wasn't Andrew. I miss saying goodnight to him.

ETA. He's online. XD  10:53pm

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math is biting [13th July 2005 // 10.29]
[ mood | indescribable ]

Tuesday. was. amazing.

He actually surived Mark. (And Kate, Kayleigh, and Caroline!) We had a good time. Got a hug at the end. Which during Mark gave me this look and I told him to shove it. It was exhilerating. (sp?)

I am so... I don't have a word for it. I'm so hopeful. That's it. A very very happy and excited hopeful girl. He makes me smile.

Math sucks, as my title so proclaims. I did sorta horribly on an assignment but my teacher is so nice I get to do the questions I screwed up on again. Plus, I didn't finish a question so he's letting me finish it and send it in again to add to my marks. Isn't that great. Math still sucks cause I still have to do the work, but that made it sort of better. :)

Have a nice day. I'll probably be updating again sometime later today.

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